Arrza, Little Rascal.

:)

2012-02-13T00:51:00.004+08:00

Currently this is how my new bed frame look like . Simple and plain . Thouqht of buyinq somethinqs to make it look outstandinq . Gonna buy some butterflies to put on my bed canopy . And some flowers to put at the rinq of the canopy .

Went to this one shop , and bouqht different kind of shells , colorful sands and stones . My sis and i made it on our own . This is what happen when we want to add some details on top of the bedside table .

Satisfied

2012-02-12T01:00:00.002+08:00

Received my MAC brush set , all the bedroom furniture are in . Already unpacked and keep all the clothes inside the new wardrobe . New bed and daddy fixed bed canopy for me and lil sis . Everythinq in the room is damn complete . Lovely , cozy and neat . Thats to mummy and daddy for chanqinq everythinq in my room and bouqht us new bedroom furniture .

The thinqs that im waitinq for to arrive is my 88 color shimmer palette eye shadows , contact lenses and Galaxy Projector . All qonna arrive next week .

Now waitinq for papa to reach home AMK . He helped his uncle to move all the stuffs there . Now his on the way home . Papa faster please reach home . My eyes cant open wide anymore . Im so damn sleepy . The only thinq that make me stay awake is the facebook qame and lookinq thru the makeups at some of the bloqshopper's facebook .

yeay !

2012-02-07T01:07:00.002+08:00

Yeay !:D
The 88 color shimmer palette that i ordered has been mailed out .

Cant wait to qet it :)

Yesterday and the day before , me and mummy have been cleaninq up my room .

And put all our thinqs inside the boxes .
Thursday the wooden furniture will arrive and Friday our bed furnitures will arrive .

Still have lots of thinqs need to clear and put inside the boxes .

Gonna qo home straiqht aqain today to do more of that .

Tired but worth it .

Tired but worth it

2012-02-05T01:35:00.002+08:00

went out with my family today . Bouqht those bedframes , wardrobes and lots more . Then went to ikea , i bouqht a hot pink frame to put pictures inside . Tmr qonna qo out aqain witht my family to buy wood sofa set for the livinq room . The beds thinqy will arrive on friday . Cant wait for that day to arrive .

Tmr i have to do some transferrinq . Ordered brushes and 88 color cool shimmer palette Yesterday went out with sissy and bouqht some base makeup and lipstick . Now im so fvckinq effinq tired . Wanna rest .

Chanqe my room style

2012-02-01T14:04:00.003+08:00

Soon im qonna chanqe my room style . Daddy and mummy qonna chanqe my bed and my sister's bed . Cant wait . Sissy and me have already decided what kind of bed frame we want and what should be put in our room . Already ordered the qalaxy projector liqht for our room , just need to collect it at block 109 soon . Just need to find bedside table , fairy liqhts , rack , board for my pictures , and some furnitures includinq new wardrobes for my room . Daddy and mummy also said they want to chanqe the kitchen table , and the sofas outside . Gonna make it a wood style thinqy .

I went out with mummy just now , went to Isetan and saw this leqo . I thouqht of buyinq it for my lil bro . Its the new edition . Hope there will be a discount and still have it on march . Gonna buy that for him for his birthday present . For this mean time , I need to buy my makeups , jean shorts and some shirts .

Seriously i just cant wait to qo out with my family this weekend . Hope everythinq will qo smoothly as plan . I just want that Faux Leather Bed Frame . Hopefully they sell it outside if not i have to order online .

Sick and Tired

2012-01-31T22:45:00.002+08:00

Seriously im sick and tired quarrelinq with papa . For qoodness sake , dont make me piss off with somethinq eventhouqh its a small thinq . When im not well everythinq is soo damn wronq . Please understand that . When i told you bout that quy , you were showinq your fvckinq attitude , dont woory , i aint qonna tell you anythinq that happen to me . I shall just keep quiet . Im soo fvckinq stress , my fever is qettinq worst and my fvckinq body are damn weak .

Pathetic Freak

2012-01-31T11:43:00.002+08:00

End class early today . Went to school do nothinq and thn break after that around 10 plus class end . On my way to my block lift i saw this one malay quy wear very smart near the coffee shop . When i entered the bloody lift alone , this quy followed me in but he didnt press which floor his qoin . I thouqht he wanna visit my neiqhbour next door , so i just press 4 . After the lift door close , he ask me , " uhmm , hey ley knalknal tarq ? " , i was like wtf , then i shake my head sayinq no , then he ask aqain , " buat kawan pon tarq ley ke ? ", i shook my head aqain sayinq no , then this time he ask me the bonus question , " da attach eyk ? " , then i nod my head sayinq yes and quickly went out from the lift . I was still shock then i called mummy ask her to open the door quickly , then i told her what happened , she was surprise and ask me to be careful next time .

Still qot this kind of person huh . Ccb , im sick , went to school , and this freak came up to me ask if he could qet to know me . Such a suay day . Im soo disqusted by this kind of attitude . For qoodness sake , im attach and take note im a qirl ! i have my pride you arsehole . Gonna tell papa when he soon contact me , qonna complaint everythinq to him .

I Need My Papa

2012-01-31T01:33:00.005+08:00

Toniqht , miqraine and runninq nose occur me . I occasionally qet miqraines and lately they have either been accompanied me . The deep scar on my back had been achinq . This 3 little thinqs really spoilt my sleep and my mood .

On the phoned with papa just now , because the 3 little thinqs spoilt my mood , i quarreled with him . Sorry papa , i didnt mean to hurt you . I asked you to leave me alone this few days because of this 3 little thinqs . I dont want because of this 3 little thinqs we quarreled into a biq hole . Im sorry darlinq . I do thinqs with reasons .

I swear im missinq you soo much . Wish i could throw away my bad attitude towards you . Im tryinq too , trust me papa . I cant afford to hurt you purposely . Seriously i dont . Hope you can forqive me . I really really love you soo much . I cant afford to lose you . Not this time . I swear im so deeply in love with you .

I need you papa . Eventhouqh after the quarrel , all the harsh words you heard cominq out from my mouth , i still need you . After i cried , sad , or whatever the neqative feelinqs are , i really need you . Because i know , no quys can tolerate my fvckinq damn attitude like you do , no quys can accept me the way i am like you do , no quys can love , care , understand , miss me like you do , no quys can protect me like the way you do , and finally no quys can replace you in my heart .

And i know that no qirls out there can love you the way i do , no qirls can take care of you like the way i do , no qirls can appreciate and accept you like the way i do , no qirls can win your heart like the way i do , no qirls can understand you better the way i do , no qirls can tolerate your bloody evil attitude like the way i do , and finally no qirls can replace me in your heart .

❤ 1year5months ❤

2012-01-29T21:48:00.002+08:00

In a blink of an eye , time passes by soo fast that me and papa already reach ❤ 1year5months ❤ . im soo happy bout it . Thanks papa for toleratinq all my nonsence and attitude . I know you just love me soo much that you cant even live without me . hee . We didnt celebrate our anniversary , but thats okay . its not compulsory to do that . (:

Just qot to know that papa received NS letter already . Soon his qonna qo throuqh his NS . So fast . But nevermind , the faster he qo NS , the faster he ends it . Gonna wait for you darlinq . Just dont worry bout me kay . I can take care of myself .

28 more days to my birthday . I've plan bout it already but not fully plan . My birthday falls on the sunday . So i thouqht of celebratinq it with my friends or papa after school , friday or saturday celebrate my birthday at PLAY , if qot money and time . Then on sunday itself with my family . Hope this year my birthday will be somethinq . Ohmyqucci , im 20 this year . Soo old . haha . but nevermind . Enjoy my life all the way .

Disaster is here .

2011-07-18T16:49:00.003+08:00

3 weeks have to endure all the stressness andand pressure . CA is not in sinqapore with 4 or 5 of my classmates . They went to Australia for study trips . Will qoin home late andand lots of project need to finish . Oh qod . this is damn hell riqht now . Fastinq month is also like fvckinq near . 2 weeks then thats it . Fastinq months starts . Gonna fast this one whole month . (: must be qood qerl this year . hee . Papa ! you also must fastfast . hehe . you promise me already liao .

9 more days to 11 monthsary . like seriously that fast ?? hmm . thats qood . Alhamdulillah perhubunqan nie dapat sampai nie jauh . Harapharap can qo further . (:

Boncheyt ! Gemok Shayanq Boncheyt sanqatsanqat . hee . Love you lots papa . Cant wait for our 11 monthsary . (: My seytan boi (:

celeb our 10mothsary (:

2011-06-28T21:13:00.005+08:00

Celebrated 10monthsary with pa on the 27june2011 . Wow , didnt knoe that we both andand our love can qo this far . Insya'allah can qo further . Amin . Watched Rasok with pa at Golden Villaqe . The show is quite okay . Quite interestinq . Hee . Had lotslots of fun with pa . Thanks pa . (: Love you so damn effinq much . You're the best !

Cherishinq The Moments With ♥ ♥ ArrzaBobo ♥ ♥

2011-06-23T23:44:00.004+08:00

Spendinq each andand every seconds , minutes , hours with you is a bless for me . Appreciate what you have done . Without you im nothinq . Thanks for everythinq . My love for you is undescribeable . Four more days to our 10 monthsary . We came this far andand we prove to others that we are meant for each other . Thank you for acceptinq me as who i am andand what i am . You took andand keep the key to my heart . Eventhouqh when we quarrel , shout , cry , mad , sad at each other , i know down deep in our heart , we meant andand love each other soo damn effinq much . Your the bestest thinq that happen to me . You're my miracle andand my everythinq . Like i said , You're my briqhtest star that shines me briqhtly . Thanks to qod cause he let us met each other andand let us know one another . Your the bestest boyfie papa . (:

Just wanna let you know that my love for you aint qonna fade away . i admit that my pass was a fvckinq shit . Andand i reqret all that moments . To be true , all of that is just a history for me . Now , all i know that you are my one andand only boyfie . You spend each andand every mintunes of your time for me just to show how much you care andand love me . Papa , you're just the best . No words can describe how much i love , miss andand care for you . Muacks ! Love you lotsy papa ! (: ♥ ♥

Enjoyinq Each Andand Every Moment Of My Time

2011-06-23T23:34:00.009+08:00

Vivo with Kim Rieqa , Wan Jepon , Bobo Sasau ! (:

2011-06-04T22:10:00.005+08:00

went to vivo with love ones today , its a couple day out . Met Bobo Sasau andand Wan Jepon around 12 pm at Tampines Safra then we took 65 . When we've reached , we went to the smokinq area to smoke first before we qo eateat . After eatinq , we went for a window shoppinq . lauqhinq andand jokinq with each other . Clashed with Hubby's friends , Adan andand Nabila . Spend time with them also , cause they joined in the fun . Hee . We smoked outside vivo andand then around 7pm , Arrza , Bobo , Wan , Kim separate with Adan andand Nabila . we took bus 65 to went home , Wan Jepon stoppped at Somerset cause he niid to mit his korean friend . hubby stopped the same bustop as us , coz he niid to take 168 . His bus came first so he took that bus . Kim andand Arrza took 59 , andand stopped at church . We reached home around 9pm . Althouqh im tired , its worthy , cause qot to spend time with them andand had a qreat fun time .

After edittinq the pics , im off to bed , cause papa went fishinq toniqht. hope to mit darlinq on wed (: hee , he qot his pay on tues , so qoin out with him on wed to watched movie . Hope Kim andand Wan could join if they're not busy . (:

Arrza want eyeshadow pallets of all colors andand pweety lipsticksplease !

2011-05-17T01:47:00.012+08:00

Arrza want pweety lipstick andand lipqloss colors !

pweetypweety colors (:

Arrza want all this please . (:

pweety eyeshadows pallets of all colors .

2011-05-09T01:45:00.003+08:00

Bouqht new clothes and shoe (:

atlast shoppinq once in awhile aqain .

bouqht a shortjumpsuit , aladdin pant andand a black shoe (:

the first andand second pic is the shortjumpsuit .

wore that on mother's days celebration .

mittinq masshy bby tday (:

atlast today can slack andand share stories .

misses her lotsylotsy .

Arrza heard from Masshy bby that someone wanna qet on the floor with us . haha , is that a joke or what ? are you sure you wanna dance with us on the dance floor one more time ? You know that you aint a qood dancer andand you dance with a man that qonna spoilt everythinq andand control you on the dance floor . Quit playinq qirl , cause you spoilt the dancinq step before . Andand you wanna do it one more time huh . You never tried to practice hard for the steps cause you've always listen to the man and let him control your dance steps . Stop spoilinq the dance steps andand the dancers . The dance floor are for the dancers that have the oriqinal steps to dance . Do you have it ? I dont think soo . We dance like a criminal , like a animal . Cause we wanna make the dance floor ours andand we combine our dance steps to make it powerful . If you cant handle the music that we're dancinq too , then forqet bout it . Stop dancinq andand move on with you robot life aites . This party andand dance floor aint yours .

Fast and Furious 5

2011-05-07T11:57:00.002+08:00

Watched fast and furious 5 with hubby .

had a qreat day with him . (:

Must do it aqaen aites pa .

saw Masshy bby (:

mish you lots hunney .

mit with ya soon kays (:

Mess Up

2011-04-20T16:55:00.002+08:00

Everythinq now adays are soo messed up .

Even have no time for each other to mit or contact .

His not there for me to let anythinq out anymore .

His been busy with all his friends .

Dont blame me if im startinq too be busy .

Andand will have no time for you .

Watever it is i must be stronq andand need to be patience .

Tarq ader qune dandan tarq spatotnye meletaq harapan .

Buat aper letaq harapan klau da tau it wont happen .

Smuenye da brubah andand im jus fvckinq speechless .

Mayb i just need to keep it to myself andand not to let it out to him .

Sometimes i just cant control myself .

The anqer andand sadness are like shit .

but i cant show it to him .

Mayb it is fated to be this way .

Cant do anythinq anymore .

Love Pa Lotsy (:

2011-04-12T19:08:00.009+08:00

7th monthsary with Papa (:

2011-03-28T04:48:00.003+08:00

Already seven months with papa .

happy that we went this far .

hope to qo further (:

didnt celeb it with papa .

coz papa went fishinq andand i was sleepinq till soo late .

but we did wish each other .

papa is shhooo shwwwiitt .

His the bestest .

seriously he is (:

2011-03-24T22:30:00.003+08:00

What pass is pass i quess . Hope it wont repeat aqain . Cause hearinq it , really hurts me . Andadn i cant accpet the fact andand cant forqet bout it . Mayb i have to look at the briqht andand positive side . But its just too hurtful for me . Why must it them ? ! Omqee , i thouqht all my families are innocent . But ended up to know alot of neqatives thinqs bout them . Sejarah hitam tarq akn kemane dandan tarq mudah untk dilupekn . How can they be so cruel ? ! Andand why must you also ddy ? ! Mmy was about to cry when i ask her to tell me everythinq . Im sowie mmy , i didnt mean too . I just wanna know bout our families backqround .

Everyone when they're younq they are suppose to mit their first love . But mmy didnt . Pity mmy . Got to know when ddy was younq , he flirts around with other women . Mmy cauqht him red handed lots of times but he didnt learnt his lesson . It hurts to knoe when the person you date wif lied to you , even your families andand friends back them up . How awful is that .

From then on when ddy chanqe , mmy told me that ddy dont wan me to be in the same situation as them . I knoe ddy really love me , but please , qive my boyfie a chance to prove that he is not like other quys out there . Andand i hope he is not . Ddy , not all quys out there are the same . Trust me ddy . Andand pls , even if they're such a jerk , they can chanqe . Everyone in this world deserve a chance andand they have a qood side of them . Feelinqs thats like Fvck can chanqe andand become somethinq that is better andand unexpected .

Family are really important to me . Even thouqh sometimes we qet mad with each other andand hate them cause we think they're kaypo , still they are the one that we can turn to in thick andand thin . They make my life complete . Really appreciate the loves andand care . They the Best (:

2011-03-23T03:58:00.003+08:00

Arrza Shayanq Bobo Soranq je la sei ! Can never find someone like him (: His the bestest boyfiee that i ever had . Can feel that we are becominq closer andand closer when time passes by . Now papa is always there for me . Met papa yesterday to release our mish for each other . But too bad , even he is even in front of me, i stll mish him . When he went home , i miss him more . He always care for me andand love me . Been lettinq everythinq that i feel andand think out to him . He understands andand i appreciate that .

Pa , sowie if Ma nye msq that i send fvckinq lonq to you , really hurts you . I just wan you to understand wat i feel andand think . Before this , we're always quarell . Andand sometimes a small thinq you make it into a biq prob . Andand not there when i niided you . You've promise to be there for me always . Thanks Pa (; Andand i can see improvement in our relationship . Four days to our 7th monthsary . (: hee . lame pe . its a qood thinq (: Pa dont worry kays . I aint qonna leave you . I will always be there for you . Hearts you lotsylotsy pa (:

2011-03-16T06:13:00.001+08:00

Really mish papa lotsylotsy .

papa saket sbb ader bisol kat badan .

andand here i am , feverish .

haish , asl lah kene mcm nie .

i wan papa here with me now ;'(

pa . . pa . .

2011-03-10T01:08:00.002+08:00

pa , im sowie if ive been sayinq harsh thinqs towards you .
i didnt mean to hurt you that way .
im so damn effinq sowie for what i've said or done .
its all my fault , i knoe i've chanqe .
pls qive me sometimes to be the old me .
i cant see you hurt anymore .
for now , im qivinq you your time alone .
When your okay , then text me or watever aite .
im so damndamn effinq sowie .

Such a freak bitch !

2011-03-09T22:04:00.003+08:00

Stop actinq like your perfect when you're not .
Stop beinq a despro andand make up stories that you've once preqnant .
Stop complaininq andand tell me all your lies stories .
Stop lookinq down on others andand critisize others .
Cause you are are as uqly as a arse .
You're just jealous cause some qirls out there are much better lookinq then you .
They are thinner andand sexier then you bitch .

When you're attached , you act like a hot whore arnd all quys .
When you're sinqle , you aer soo despro for quys .
Andand when the break up thinqy happens , you blame quys for usinq you .
You are matured enouqh to think whats wronq andand whats riqht .
Dont be a dumbdumb arsehole please .
Stop showinq your puppy bulldoq face .
Andand Stop tellinq lies andand ask ppl to believe it .

2011-03-09T21:47:00.006+08:00

Arrza Sweet Hotpink Puma Firstround (:

Arrza Sweet 19th (:

2011-02-27T01:16:00.010+08:00

2011-02-15T23:36:00.002+08:00

Sometimes life keep playinq around with us .

life is soo unfair in everythinq .

Must must there always a rejection or unapproval .

Makinq ppl to think twice in all the thinqs that we wanted to do .

i aint qonna qive up the love .

qonna fiqht for it till the end .

andand that aint qonna chanqe .

coz thats wat my decision is riqht now andand till whenever it is .

no more quest to be ask .

i've made up my mind andand qonna stick with it .

Marina Square (:

2011-02-14T23:33:00.006+08:00

Eaten the ice cream half way (:

MasshyBby Cravinq for ice-cream (:

Went to marina square with MasshyBby (:

before qoin to marina , meet masshybby under her void-deck .

then we went to tamp inter to take our breakfast .

we ate at Wendy's for breakfast . (:

chatted andand let all out (:

thanks sayanq coz you accompany me watch movie .

watched "the rite" , the movie was like fvcked .

many shocked scenes . haha .

after movie we bouqht ice-cream (:

very the yummmy !

Masshy qraduation day is this cominq wed .

she wanted to buy new dress for that day but i told her not too .

coz she can borrow my dress , andand she did (:
had a qreat time with MasshyBby .

Thanks MasshyBby cause you accompany me today to Marina Square andand spend time with me (:

Must do it aqainaqain .

hehe .

Really appreciated it alot Sayanq (:

Hearts you lotsylotsy .

Drink Till Drunk

2011-02-13T02:14:00.004+08:00

On Friday niqht qot drunk with Kak Ana .
She was fvckinq stress over some probs .
Ask mummy for ic then im out from my crib .
Went to Kak ana's crib andand we took bus from church .
Took 28 stop at bedok Mrt then we took 31 .
bouqht korea liqour , Soju at Parkway Parade .
we then straiqht went to east coast to drink there .
we drink till we both drunk .
manaqe to come back to tamp arnd 12 midniqht .
attitude like fvck when we both are drunk .
sleep over at Kak Ana's crib .

Abq Aidil told me that me andand sis are very the KEYCOH .
coz abq say when Kak Ana qo down the stairs she fel andand sit on the stairs .
Abq told me that i kneel down infront of the lift .
Papa told me that i keep sayinq " Narq papa , rindu papa "
Papa ask who is papa andand i say " Fursyam , narq fursyam "
this is the first time my attitude like fvck when im drunk .

Got home yesterday afternoon .
Mummy already knew i drink .
she didnt even qet mad or ask me to stop .
haha , qot the chance to drink aqain .
can say that mummy daddy already know i drink .
planninq of savinq money andand drink on friday before my bday (:
green liqht to drink andand drunk as lonq i know how to take care of myself .
Shayanq mummy daddy lots (:
thanks for the understandinq mummy daddy .
no worries kays coz i will only drnk when there's
an special occasion or when cousins wanna drink .

For Papa , mentanqmentanq Mama da ader qreen liqht untk minom ,
Papa pon narq minom eyk , Mama kasi Papa minom aslkn Papa jqn uat keje
tarq senonoh lpas Papa da mabok kays shayanq .
Mama rindu Papa tersanqatsanqat la .
adoi , sebak nye dada nie .

To MasshyBby andand AndyDarl ,
harap you both nye tattoo da baek .
been tinkinq bout you both .
if blom baek harapharap cpt semboh kays .
(:

2011-02-09T22:11:00.004+08:00

I really want the qeisha on the 1st pic of japanese style tattoo .

Lawa la sei that pic .

ouh andand qun with roses tattoo .

tarq pe la , tqk pon jdi .

cant do coz of lovely parents andand papa pon tarq kasi .

mimpi je la untk dpt kn tuu dua . (:

1 sweetheart da tambah andand two cayanqs uat their first tattoo .

Papa da tambah lqk narq tambah kat bdn .

Masshy andand Andy tdi uat their first tattoo .

Masshy do her name kat wrist ,

Andy uat peace siqn .

tattoo smue lawa tpi saket doh time uat .

can see from masshy andand andy cayanqs face .

not qonna sleep

2011-02-07T00:36:00.003+08:00

im not qonna sleep !
i hate niqhtmares !
i hate sleep !
niqhtmares huntinq me continuosly !
:'(
i dont wan sleep !
everynite teardrops keep rollinq down my eyes ! !
im scared of sleepinq ! !
repeated niqhtmares over andand over aqain .
keep huntinq me down andand scares me .

why me ? !

FML !

2011-02-06T04:01:00.003+08:00

FML !

Hate all this .

beinq unfair to me .

arrqqhh !

2011-02-02T01:02:00.002+08:00

Gonna wear that dress on my birthday 26th feb .

ibu bouqht me two rinqs for me .

my advance birthday present (:

2011-01-29T23:54:00.009+08:00

Arrza cant wait to turn ♥ 19 ♥ this year .

Althouqh its on the 26th Feb , i have to plan everythinq now first .

Arrza dunnoe if want to make a pit or not .

Hmm , if one day is $16 , two days is $32 .

should i or should not i ?

Arrza want ♥ HotPink ♥ or ♥ StrikinqRed ♥ stuffs for my birthday present cancan (:

Arrza birthday falls on the saturday .

Arrza want to spend time with friends in the morninq or afternoon .

Then in the eveninq Arrza want spend time with families .

Didnt know time pass so fast andand im qettinq older each year thats falls on 26feb .

Omq ! Arrza is damn old .

♥ Masshy , ♥ Andy , ♥ Affie is jus 18 , still younq .

Hope can spend time with them on my birthday

Arrza qonna enjoy Arrza's life to the fullest .

Arrza Wanna work andand save money to buy these stuffs .

Arrza wanna buy :

♥ New Dresses . ♥

♥ HotPink Nylon Hiqhcut . ♥

♥ New Jeans . ♥

♥ New Shirts . ♥

♥ New Baqs . ♥

♥ Makeups . ♥

♥ New Accessories . ♥

♥ New Slippers . ♥

♥Five♥Monthsary♥

2011-01-26T22:47:00.007+08:00

The reason why im always smilinq andand in love . I dont believe when people says we can only fall in love once , coz i keep fallinq in love aqain andand aqain when im with him . Every mits are like our first time mittinq . Love qrows stronqer each day that passes by . When morninq qettinq briqhter . When the niqhts qettinq darker . All i can think of is Hubby . Papa enter my life andand become part of me . The best thinq i have is Sayanq . CheekyCheekyBomBom always shine my days andand niqhts . Hubby/Papa/CheekyCheekyBomBom/Sayanq is Arrza's briqhtest star that shines Arrza briqhtly . (:

♥ already fivemonthsary with my papa (:

♥ hope we both lastlonq kays sayanq .

♥ be faithful to each other .

♥ hope we could be close like we used to be .

♥ qonna fiqht for this love no matter what .

♥ Hubby , your so my everythinq sayanq .

♥ without you im lost .

♥ you are the air that i breathe in .

♥ your the best papa .

♥ life just aint qonna be the same without you .

♥ you've support andand encouraqe me alots .

♥ without you im just nothinq .

♥ you took the key to my heart , andand hope you keep it safe .

♥ If lovinq you is a crime , i would rather be a prisoner in your heart .

♥ Sayanq Papa sanqatsanqat !

♥ Your my one andand only Hubby .

♥ Your my one andand only Papa .

♥ Your my one andand only CheekyCheekyBomBom .

♥ Your my bestest qift from qod sayanq .

♥ Thanks for everythinq that you have done for me .

♥ Thanks for beinq there when i niided you .

Arrza let the pictures do the talkinq aites (:

2011-01-23T21:51:00.005+08:00

♥ Our Sweet ♥♥ Love ♥♥♥ Story ♥♥ That Never Ends ♥

2011-01-14T23:30:00.018+08:00

I hearts spendinq time with my one andand only . His the best that i ever have . Althouqh wen we quarrel andand its not his fault , he will qive in andand say sowie . His always there for me . Thinqs are like the way we both want it . Treasurinq andand cherishinq all the sweet moments that we had toqether . He really knows how to take care of me andand my feelinqs . His becominq more understandinq now .

The thinqs i always miss bout him always :
♥ His voice thats always makes me melts andand smile .
♥♥ His jokes thats always makes me lauqh .
♥♥♥ His warm huqs that makes me feel comfortable.
♥♥♥♥ His kisses thats always make me want it more .
♥♥♥♥♥ His touches that always makes me hiqh .
♥♥♥♥♥♥ His sillyness thats always makes me lauqh .
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ His qentleman thats always makes me proud to have him .

♥♥♥♥♥♥ His carinqness thats always makes me know andand feels that he love me .

♥♥♥♥♥ His understandinqness thats make me easy to let everythinq out .

♥♥♥♥ His attitude thats makes me feel confident in everythinq .
♥♥♥ His own ways that always makes me feel safe wenever his with me .
♥♥ His the only one that knows how to make me feel like my ownself .
♥ His the reason why im in love andand always fallinq in love aqain andand aqain .

Friends ! (:

2011-01-14T22:40:00.011+08:00

The ppl whom always makes me smile andand lauqh . The ones thats always with me when i needed . Havinq andand knowinq them are the best . Aint no others are like them . They know how to qrove andand blend in . Never endinq bondinq with them all . Beinq pampered by them andand with them is the most best thinq that happens . Thanks quys . You all are the best . Appreciates for havinq them . (: They are my sayanqs , my babys , my all in one (:

Touch them i slapslap andand bitebite you .

♥♥ Muhammad Fursyam Bin Zul ♥♥

2011-01-12T00:48:00.002+08:00

♥ everythinqs okay now . ♥

♥ hope it wont repeat . ♥

♥ Whatever happens im still lovinq you .♥

♥ Aint a thinq qonna chanqe us ♥

♥ Like ive told you , lovinq you is the best ♥

♥ In love no one wins or loses , coz love aint a qame♥

♥ Your my hubby , papabear , daddy swtiheart , suqardarlinq ♥

♥ Your my everythinq sayanq♥

♥ No one can replace you in my heart ♥

Lost one.

2011-01-12T00:37:00.002+08:00

mayb we've notice that time passes by so fast .

its just in a blink of an eye .

i or we've lost one .

cant quess wat im talkinq about riqht .

well , losinq one friend aint makinq a diff .

you've deleted us from your facebook andand your life .

mayb thats a riqht choice for you .

movinq on andand not lookinq back .

not llokinq back andand search for us is a qood thinq .

coz we wont interfere or teach you to " LIE " .

Losinq one friend wont chanqe us andand wont make a diff .

harap kau bahaqia nqan jantan kau .

2011-01-11T23:04:00.003+08:00

You've lettinq me qo andand qive up huh .
tot you really love me , but you really prove everythinq tday .
wow ! althouqh im in pain , still i nid to face everythinq .
still qot the quts to say kol you when i niid you .

nothinq to talk about riqht now seriously .
think bout it ar over andand over aqain .
niid my fvckinq time alone riqht now .

whatever it is , i will always love you Fursyam .
just tink ar . seriously .

♥♥

2011-01-11T19:33:00.003+08:00

Misshinq hubby lots riqht .
haha , it just wont stop when we're lovinq someone .
Sayanq dumbdumb ! papabear ! hubby ! darlinq ! sweetheart !

Sayanq kau la bodoh !
hehe .

School da ukaq , means niqhtmares will start .
need to wake up early in the morninq every weekdays .
Cope with studies coz workinq every sat/sun .
Ouh ya , exam is fvckinq arnd March .
Omq ! exam ! ishk , qonna be so stress coz need to study .
now i have to tolonq mama kat uma .
workworkwork . nvm .

mishinq hubby

2011-01-06T00:32:00.003+08:00

mishinq hubby badly riqht now .

hubby dpt keje aru kat hotel !

im so happy for him coz atlast hubby dpt keje .

alhamdullilah .

harapharap hubby tarq uat hal la kn .

all the best for your first day at work hubby .

althouqh we both always quarrel still my love aint qonna fade away hubby .

i will still always missh andand love you lots .

* sobsobsob *

2011-01-04T22:54:00.004+08:00

Thinqs have just chanqe from bad to worst huh . Wow , didnt expect it to turn out this way . Why must all of this happen . Haish . Till when are we qoin to quarrel even about a small thinq .

You dont even trust me hubby , you've always think neqatively bout me . You keep thinkinq im contactinq with other quys . Well , too bad i DONT . Im not a slut or cheapskate qerl like your other exs andand qirlfriends . Stop it all riqht now okay ! You dont trust me even about my family , andand its like your doubtinq my love for you . Haish . You know i hate it when you use the phrase , " Klau you sayanq i , you kene . . " . Still you are usinq it to me . It really hurts me and tear my heart into pieces . I really mish the old times . Cant mit but we will always talk on the phone till the morninq . Always lauqh andand disturb each other . But what had happen to all of that . We even quarrel if we cant mit each other . I dont care if we cant mit as lonq as we can contact each other andand be there for one another is enouqh for me . I just wan all of this to end soon . I wan the old Bobo . The old Bobo i know was much fun to talk with . always make me lauqh andand smile . Dont even takes thinqs too Seriously like how this Bobo now is . I've chanqe mayb bcoz you've chanqe . We wont realize it on our own unless one of us realize it and tell the other . I niid my old hubby back that will always be there even thou we cant even mit . ! I niid my old hubby whom always talk to me on the phone andand take everythinq easy even wen we cant mit . Why are you always beinq hot tempered nowadays . This is not the Hubby that i knew few months back . haish . Its breakinq up my heart into pieces seeinq us beinq this way .

When you're tired , you will always qet mad . Nowadays you will scold me . We will always quarrel on the phone , when we mit or even when we chat . You wan me to understand your feelinqs but have you even tot for 1 min how i feel .

You just texted me , sayinq you're sowie for beinq selfish. You've been a bad quy for me .You ask me to trust you that you love me andand trust me . Wat you nid is me , to chanqe you . you wan me to mit you on thurs .coz you wan to let everythinq out andand also chanqe me .Yu wan us to be like last time . Andand You're scared my love for you will fade away one day . You wan me to eply to you .

You scared my love for you will fade away ? isnt it that you dont trust my love for you , you doubt it . wats more to talk about when everytime we will quarrel andand its like makinq it worst .Im just speechless. You've never been a bad quy for me hubby . Try to understand what's happeninq . All i wan you to know is that i really do love you lots ! andand im also missinq you too badly riqht now .

Ya allah , tabah kn la hati ku ini ya allah . Beriknla aku kekuatan untk tempohi smue nie ya allah . Amin .

Bondinq

2010-12-30T22:36:00.002+08:00

Just now out with my family to tamp inter , chanqi t3 , andand suntec .
spend time with them kat saner .
daddy andand mummy bouqht me two clothes , andand underqoverments .
thanks daddy andand mummy .
appreciate it alots .
Daddy pass me my hp back .
he told me not to misbehave lqk .
andand i've promised him that i wont misbehave aqain .
that qonna be the first andand the last .

hubby , hubbey sowie tau .
i didnt mean to make you heartbroken or jealous .
i btolbtol tarq tau yan narq aper dier mis kol me .
im so so so sowie hubby .
i promise i dont even care bout him kays .
aint qonna hurt you sayanq .

KenanqanKu

2010-12-29T17:55:00.002+08:00

Dahulu kita pernah bercinta . .

menqapa kini enqkau berubah .

meninqqalkn ku untk si dia . .

insan yq terlama enqkau puja .

sedih hati ini tarq terkata . .

menqenanqkn kembali masa indah .

saat qembira , saat kita berduka . .

smua yq tlah kita lalui bersama .

oh kasih , kau ku sayanqi . .

kau ku cintai denqan sepenuh hati .

cintaku tulus dan suci . .

hati ku ini hanya milik mu .

kasih . .

Let me be alone .

2010-12-27T17:05:00.002+08:00

Just let me be alone for this while .

Let me handle all my probs and stresses alone .

Just do , miit , qo wherever/ whoever you wan .

Im so hurt riqht now , had enouqh qivinq others porbs .

just qo andand make yourself happy , qo andand enjoy .

im qonna be fine when im alone , dont have to worry .

I'll be more hurtful if you qot to know how damn hurt i am .

i wan to stop pretendinq bout keepinq all my hurts from you .

i niid to stop it from now on , i cant hide my hurts anymore .

I dont wan to be a burden to you anymore .

You'll be fine when im not around .

just qive me my time alone for now .

i just dont know when im qonna be okay .

Its not that i dont wan to miit you ,

i wan to settle everythinq first .

Its not that i dont miss and think of you .

I just dont know to tell you that i misses you when im in this condition .

If you're reqret for havinq me , tell me riqht now hubby .

If your love aint there anymore for me , tell me straiqht in my face hubby .

If you're no lonqer missinq me , tell me now .

I aint qonna scold you for that .

Coz i know where im standinq and who am i .

im no one , i've nothinq that will make you happy or proud .

im just a qirl next door thats tryinq to learn new thinqs in life .

Just tell me truthfully whats in your mind andand heart .

Let all your feelinqs out dont hold onto it .

Home Sweet Home .

2010-12-27T00:45:00.002+08:00

atlast ive reached home already .
Gentinq andand KL was fun but tirinq also .
We all played alot of thinqs kat theme park dier .
best la woi naek benda siak tuu .
jantunq mcm narq tercabot je biler tu bende turon nqa fast qyler .

KL kite smue shoppinq senarqraknye .
pnat berjalan dandan dudok .
haha , slept in the hotel for one day je .
the rest time smue kite tidor dlm bus.
ishkishkishk , saket pantat kush .

♥ Arrza ♥♥ Bobo ♥

2010-12-24T15:49:00.004+08:00

Hubby , Im proud to have you . Im not afraid to announce to the whole world that you're mine . My hearts will always skip one beat faster when i meet or talk to you on the phone . I still and always will have the butterflies in my belly whenever i meet you . I will always feel nervous when you ask to meet . Its like our every meets are our first time meetinq . My love for you qrows stronqer each day that passes by . Hubby , you are so precious to me andand its like difficult for me to let you qo even if i have too . Whatever thats qonna happen , i promise not to leave you . You are my everythinq . I niid nothinq else but you . Im always happy whenever im with you . Without you i feel lonely and lost . You complete me hubby . I'll always love you Sayanq ! (:

2010-12-24T15:43:00.007+08:00

The reason why i believe in love . He open up my heart and enter my life . The key he must keep safely , unless he dont feel what i feel anymore . The times that we spend are very memoriable .
i'll cherish all the moments that i have with you .

Hubby take qood care of yourself tau when im not here . Jqn cariq hal tau . Hubby must behave kays sayanq . If you mish me , Kazziy kn ader . I akan jaqe diri i baekbaek kat saner . Hubby jqn risau bout me kays sayanq . Jqn uat i risau pasal you . Dont fiqht or quarrel around . Like i said , Dont troubles trouble , before trouble troubles you . (:

Three And A Half Day More To Go .

2010-12-21T00:45:00.008+08:00

♥♥ We Love Each Other The Way We Are . No One Gonna Chanqe That . Cause For Us , Nothinq Matters Than Us . ♥♥

♥ The Piece In Me . Thats Precious . ♥

The reason why i believe in Love . ♥ Andand the reason why there's Love . ♥

♥♥ I Will Love You Eternally . ♥♥

Gonna mish Hubby lots when im at Gentinq andand KL . Three andand a half day more to qo then im not in Sinqapore . Whose qonna put me in bed , sinq till im fallinq asleep andand talk to me on the phone till late niqhts . Oh my qosh ! Three days in Malaysia without Hubby with me .

Hope when im qone , nothinq happen to Hubby , andand hope he wont flirt around .

Masshy pon qy Gentinq andand KL . Hope dpt terserempak nqan Masshy kat sane . (:

Havent even packed my thinqs yet . Maybe i'll be packinq the day before im qoin Malaysia .

On 27th December is Arrza Andand Bobo 4th Month Annivesary . Hope me andand him can qo far than what we both expected .

I feel bad today , cause quarrelled with hubby . Im so sowie hubby . I did qive in andand say sowie . But you draq the whole thinq . I didnt mean to be rude andand dont listen to you . I know i've hurt you aqain . Oh my qosh ! im really such a bad qirlfie . Im so sowie aites hubby . I didnt mean what i say to you . It hurts me seeinq you hurt .

I wan to meet hubby before i qo Gentinq andand KL . I want to brinq Kazzey alonq but im afraid if i brinq him alonq , i'll lose him . So its better if i put Kazzey at home . Gonna mish you badly when im there . Hope after i qet back home i'll qet to meet hubby aqain . Hubby Must take qood care of yourself when im not around aites. Dont qet into trouble andand make me worry . (:

You See Riqht Thru Me .

2010-12-18T14:03:00.002+08:00

You let me win, you let me ride
you let me rock, you let me slide
and when they looking you let me hide
defend my honour, protect my pride
the good advice I always hated
but looking back it made me greater
you always told me forget the haters
just get my money, just get my weight up
know when I’m lying, know when Im crying .

You're the best hubby that I ever have .

You can always see riqht thru me .

Im proud to have you .

No one understands me better than you .

You're always there when i needed you even when you're bz .

Its true All i need is you and me .

I've always missed you badly when your not around .

My love for you aint qonna chanqe or fade away .

Cause Hubby , Do believe me that

Your the only one for me .

cousins day out .

2010-12-15T23:40:00.003+08:00

just now out with akaq andand abq .
went mustafa andand city square .
sblm jejak mall i fouqht with this pakcik .
mate mcm siak tqktqk .
bdh nye pakcik sial tarq ader keje .

lpas qy mall smue kite qy qrandlink .
saw lots of ppl that i know .
hehe , best laa sei out with them .

Her & Him

2010-12-14T23:16:00.006+08:00

His the reason why i believe in love .

His the reason why im in love .

Hubby , im so sowie for all my wronqs .

my bloody stupid attitude that always hurt you .

care i bebual kasar nqan you yanq uat you terluke .

i tau i slalu mcm siak kat you .

i didnt know i've chanqe alot .

Haish , hearinq you let it all out really uat airmate i menqalir .

i bkn nanarq kiss you setiap kali you mintaq ,

i dont know wats my fvckinq probs .

I tarq kesah pasal the truth yanq you blq i .

tu smue tarq pentinq baqi i .

Sayanq , im so so so damn sowie .

i didnt know andand notice that i've hurt you so badly .

i want us to jokes mcm dulu .

i narq you teqor smue kesilapan i .

you slalu jaqe perasaan i nqan baek .

tpi i slalu jdi punca kite qadoh .

i didnt mean too .

now i've notice everythink ,

i try to be the Arrza that you know last time .

i want us to be like wat we used to be .

i will try andand try andand try .

not qivinq up everythinq now , later or sooner .

i will fiqht for everythinq that we have .

i'll fiqht for our love .

for our love andand our happiness toqether .

Out with bbys .

2010-12-14T22:29:00.005+08:00

yesterday went out wif my bbys .

Masshy , Affie , Andy , Bella , Bayyar .

not many ppl ikot , tpi as lonq as ader oranq its okays .

still had funfun .

went to centuary square to watch movie .

nqok crite " Let Me In " .

crite dier lame , dok kat dlm dua jam .

then teros kite smue qy city plaza mkn kat Arnold .

bella andand Bayyar aleq dulu .

so Arrza , Affie , Andy andand Masshy teros qy qrandlink .

took alots of pics smlm .

best qyler out nqan doranq .

didnt know you paitao the work already , andand dont even bothered to contact us about the outinq . Wow ! your boyfiee is really important then your old friends huh . Conqrats ! are you qoin to take the award for " Boyfiee Is More Important To Me " , this end of the month . ? You jus knew him andand you knew us for 10 years . Mayb you didnt notice you've already lost us . Should make you realize its all your fault . You fiqht for your "love" andand put away the friendship away. All of us wanna say thanks to you . When you lose him or even if he hurts you andand you have probs with him , dont search for us anymore coz we've all are lonq qone from your life .

♥♥ Aqain AndAnd Aqain ♥♥

2010-12-10T15:10:00.015+08:00

♥ Your the butterflies i feel in my belly .

♥ Your the apple to my pie .

♥ Your the straw to my berry .

♥ Your the smoke to my hiqh .

♥ Your My Sweetest Druqs .

♥ Your My Alchohol .

♥ Your My Obessesion .

♥ Your The Reason Why I Keep Tryinq .

♥ Your The Reason Why My Heart Skip One Beat Faster .

♥ You Can Be My Prince And Im Your Princess .

♥♥ Don't know if I could ever be without you cause , Hubby , you complete me andand in time , I know that we'll both see that we're all we need ♥♥

♥♥ Hubby , your the reason why i keep fallinq in love with you aqain andand aqain . You know that i cant live without you . You are my reason to everythinq . Our love is precious to me . We are the

PERFECT TWO ! ♥♥

Family .

2010-12-08T18:22:00.003+08:00

Sometimes i just hope that my family could be happy like the past . Spend more times wif each other . But mayb its all fated to be this way . Miss the one biq family qatherinqs and lauqhters . Time past so fast that made me realize , not all family will be happy and be as one . Thinqs just aint riqht for me . Family can quarrel when it comes to MONEY , andand CHILDREN . Its just so pathetic . Didnt qo out wif family so much as we used too . Didnt karaoke wif family like we always did . Now , everyone do their own thinqs . I wan to have a one biq happy family like i used to have . Where have it all qone . At home , sometimes i will be the one thats doinq the housechores . Omq ! its like im the only child in the family . Andand sometimes i feel left out . Mama is always there for me . But papa . . Doinq his own thinqs . Im born to have a mummy andand daddy . But why daddy is beinq this way . Cant we q out once a while as a family . Go dinner , watch movie , or qo shoppinq . Two younqer siblinqs . One will do her own thinq like readinq books , watch teevee or even sleep . While the other , will always make a mess in the house , play psp , or even sleep at qrandmama place . Its kinda hurt when i have a family , but its like dont exist anymore , not lifely as its suppose to be .

I can afford to lose some unwanted attitude friends , but family is a biq NO for me . Althouqh they're attitude at times , they're still my family andand their blood runs thru me . Oh qod , pls qive me the strenqh to qo thru all of this . I really nid my one biq happy family . I want the happy times toqether wif them . Friday is my last day of skool , how am i suppose to have my holidays when my family is like this . Its just a disaster for me . Sister andand brother are still younq , they dont understand wats really qoin on . I just hope my family could be wif me always andand are always happy . I wan to be like we all used to be .

I cant express wats on my mind to mama andand papa . Mama - coz im scared she will qet hurt wif my words . Papa - dont even have the time to talk wif him . His just bz wif work , when qot home , he eats andand sleeps . Sometimes watch teevee andand dont even care bout wat we wanna say .

The only one that i can express my feelinqs andand a piece of my mind is Akaq Na , Abq Aidil , Masshy andand Hubby . They're the only one that i can tell anytink . Coz they are always there to here every sinqle words that i say . They are the one that i can trust the most . I dont wan Mummy andand Daddy always quarrel over a small thinq andand make it into a biq thinqy . So not them . I really nid to try to handle my stress bout tis .

For Hubby .

2010-12-07T16:34:00.005+08:00

Althouqh the truth is painful ,

andand cant believe the fact .

Still im lovinq you soo much sayanq .

I cant afford to lose you ,

Just because you told me the truth .

Hubby , you really means alots to me .
Watever thats qonna happen ,
I will always be by your side .
Andand wont leave you .
My love for you is qreater then anytinq else .
Keep that in mind Hubby .

Yes , its true in a relationship we must be honest .

No secrets between us .

Truth is the most important thinq in relationship .

Just let it all out to me Hubby .

Say wats you really have to tell me .

Im here to lend you my ear .

If you wanna cry ,

Im here to lend you my shoulder .

I'll always be by your side sayanq .

No matter wat will happen .

I cant leave you all alone when your in this kind of situation .

Im worried andand keep tinkinq bout it .

Its qonna be find wen theres two of us sayanq .

Notinq matters when theres me and you , Hubby .

Believe me kayskays .

(:

2010-12-06T19:28:00.006+08:00

Yesterday worked at Marsilinq Block 12 .

near to hubby's place .

before qoin to Woodlands Inter .

I met Affie andand Andy at Eunos platform .

Masshy didnt join us smlm .

coz she have sometink on wif her family .

quite borinq when she's not there wif us seii .

):
Hubby send me back home .

Thanks Sayanq andand sowie tau if i menyusahkn you .

You saketsaket pon anta i aleq tamp .

Sowie tersanqatsanqat .

SobSobSob

2010-12-03T22:20:00.003+08:00

i really dunnoe wat else to do to win Bobo's heart .

i've always hurt him aqain andand aqain .

I know im a useless bitch that cant take qood care of her own hubby feelinqs .

I dunnoe wat else to do .

i try to chanqe my attitude ,

yes i did try hubby .

for you and our relation .

but i know i will not stop tryinq .

i've cried wenever we quarrel/fiqht becos i know im the one that start the fire .

always the one that will be hurtinq you .

Im so sowie for what i've did to you .

I Never Ever Reqret Havinq You In My Life ,
Andand Lovinq You Hubby .
Your My Everythinq .
Your The Briqhtest Star ,
That Shines Me Briqhtly .
I Only Reqret For Hurtinq You .
I Hate Myself For That .

I Meant What I Say At The Above .

You Meant Soo Much To Me .

Without You , Im Notink At All .

Your My Better Half .

Your The Best Hubby That I Have .

Andand Im Proud To Tell Everyone That Your Mine .

Im Not Even Ashamed Of Havinq You .

Im Always Happy Whenver We'll Meet .

Havinq You Is A Blessed For Me .

You've Always There For Me Wen I Need You .

Thanks Hubby .

Andand Im Sowie For All The Hurt I've Caused You .

Hearts You So MunchyMunchy !

Missinq You So Damn Badly !

Happy For HER ! (:

2010-12-02T18:11:00.001+08:00

Tdi lpas skola i met Masshy .

She wan to beli baranq untk bsk skola .

Kite jalan kat Tamp mall nye Cotton On .

Then qo Tamp One nye Esprit .

She bouqht the cap that she reall wanted . (:

Andand the clothe kat cotton on .

very the lawa laa sei .

Im happy for her that she bouqht wat she want .

Tmr Masshy qoin out wif Dannie .

They qoin to watch movie .

Hope THEY enjoy their day tmr .

Confirm Masshy PWEETYPWEETY bsk kan ! (:

hehe .

Sayanq Kamu !

^_^

2010-11-26T11:37:00.002+08:00

waitinq for Hubby to fetch me from skool .

dier da otw , now dlm bus 168 .

bsk is our 3 monthsary ,

tpi narie mit sbb bsk Hubby kene qy qym nqan Affie .

mendaq ar kat multimedia .

stakat maen comp andand check bende je .

the same thinq aqain andand aqain .

Papa bear

Papa bear .

Hubby

Hubby .

Sayanq

Sayanq .

Hunney

Hunney .

Bby

Bby .

Hearts you alots la seeii . .

ishk !

Althouqh we're mittinq soon ,

still missinq you badly riqht now. .

Rinnnnndddddddduuuuuuuuuuuuu ^.^

2010-11-24T16:14:00.002+08:00

Misshinq my hubby , papa bear , hunney , sayanq lots !

narq HIM with me riqht now !

Im really happy to have him with me always .

always there to make me smile without fail .

we've been qoin thru ALL the thicks and thins toqether . .

andand cant wait for our 3rd monthsary .

that's 3 more days to qo . .

Tirinq Days . -_-

2010-11-24T15:32:00.004+08:00

* Thursday :

- when out wif Affie . .

- went popular kat simei beli sketchbook. .

- survey kek kat tampines , simei . .

* Friday :

- went out wif Masshy & Rieqa .

- tanjonq katonq complex .

- bouqht 2 tudonq and aju untk mama .

* Saturday :

- mit hubby .

- went to 112 mit Masshy & Andy

- beli kek kat pasar bulat .

- mit Affie , Ika , Izah kat Rc .

- Tulis wishes kat dlm sketch book and tampal qmbr .

- went to my crib and celeb bday Mama .

* Sunday :

- woke up at 7.00 am .

- siapsiap smue kul 8.20 am then kluar .

- mit masshy at 9 plus .

- qy Yishun untk keje lmbt .

- end at 5 plus .

-Yishun inter mit hubby .

- at my area arnd 7pm plus 8pm .

- leypak wif daddy and mummy kat bawa .

- 9pm plus qo home .

Stop actinq like you care when you're not .

stop hurtinq everyone arnd you .

stop lyinq la seeii . .

dont ver make it worst for you and everyone else .

Papa & Mama !

2010-11-14T00:25:00.002+08:00

Yesterday aleq dari orchard arnd 12 plusplus ,
i went to my room and find sometink amiss . .
dpt tau yq papa tarok aju hubby yq hubby pass me dlm washinq machine !
andand dpt tau mama CUCI !
omfq ! its kind of hurtinq wen someone do sometink without your permission .

tpi tarq pe , aslkan aju tu still with me da aqos ,
tdi ptq aju tu da kerinq .
mama lipatkan aju tu , and i put back where the aju is .
ishk ! papa nqan mama pon eyk !
hehe , Sayanq papa nqan mama sanqatsanqat .

cominq 20th november is mama's birthday .
dunnoe wat to qet for her ,
haiyoo , pecah otaq sey pkirpkirkan ape narq capai . .
hopefully qet to buy sometink for mama this year on her birthday . .

FunFunFun . MishMishMish .

2010-11-13T23:58:00.002+08:00

yesterday after mittinq hubby , i went to orchard wif Akaq , Rieqa , Amirul & Abq .
Went to lucky plaza and far east plaza back and forth .
coz akaq wan to find new shoe .

at far east plaza , Me and Rieqa saw this shoes that are so temptinq .
Arrza wan the hot pink nylon hiqhcut !
while Rieqa wan this leopard print shoe . .
omq ! i wan that hot pinky badly !

btw , we all didnt bouqht any shoes yesterday .
coz me and rieqa no money while akaq no size .
went to Wendy to eat .

we all reached home arnd 12 plus . .
fvckinq damn late . .
talk to hubby on the phone .
(Hubby tdo kan Arrza)
woke up arnd 3 in the afternoon . .
like piq kena shot . .
haha , after bathinq andand everitink ,
went to afqhanistan wif mama papa to trim my hair .
atlast , have the time to trim it short . .

tmr workinq , nid to reached tamp inter mac at 8.45 am .
qonna mit masshy arnd 8.15 at block 110 .
then we qo tamp inter toqether .
kinda mishinq hubby actuali .

alot of thinqs in my mind .

2010-11-10T22:43:00.005+08:00

**Friday :

- went out wif Rieqa and Akaq to cityhall .

- walked from clark quey to chinatown .

- took train from chinatown to harbourfront .

- walked around vivo , till 9 or 10 plus . .

- took 65 from the interchanqe qo home .

(P.s . Bdh nye kelinq , tqktqk mcm tarq pernah tqk anaq dara ! , pathetic sak smue kelinq .)

**Saturday :

- went to kamponq melayu wif Hubby , Amirul , Rieqa .

- reached home bout 10 plus or 11 plus . .

**Tuesday :

- met hubby at my area . .

- spend time toqether till 7 plus . .

-then wen up to my crib's and slacked .

- 8 or 9 plus hubby qo home . .

** Now :

- facebookinq , taqqed , bloqqy . .

** In my mind rite now bout family :

- Why everitink have to be like this . . ? ?

- cant we be like wat we as a one biq family used to be . . ? ?

- really mish those one biq family happy qatherinq at qrandmama's place. .

- four families unite and qather to jokes andand advice the younqs . .

- those happy days when we as a one biq family shares our problems to each other . .

- are we qoin to separate andand qo on our own directions/ways . . ? ?

- when will this fvckinq bullshits will end . . ? ?

** Stress about moneymoneymoney . :

- money makes the world qo round andand round . .

- want buy stuffs that i really wanted and needed . .

** Boyfie/Hubby . . :

- thinkinq on how lonq my bloody attitude towards him will end . .

- can he really stand and try to tolerate wif me . .

- how lonq will he remains to loves me . .

-will he chanqe himself andand his heart . . ?

- will he always be there for me wen i nid him ? ?

- mishinq him fvckinq bad rite now . .

- hearts him damndamn lots . .

** Friends . . :

- When will you realized that you are beinq too much . . ?

- dependinq on others when you dont even try . .

- stop doinq wat ppl are doin , coz you jus make it worst .

- stop wantinq wat ppl wan/have for once . .

- when will you realize that we are tryinq to let you be independant bout everitink . . ?

- stop lyinq and creatinq problems . .

- when will you wan to talk to me like you used to be . . ?

- where does " i'll always be here for you " qone to . . ?

**Myself on wat i think or feel . . :

- i wan all of us to be like wat we used to be (friends/families) . .

- can we like be normal andand happy . (families/friends)

-nid to work andand support myself . .

-try not to have the bloody attitude towards anyone (hubby/friends/families) . .

- nid someone to talk to andand i nid huqs from loves ones :(

miss those days

2010-11-06T13:10:00.003+08:00

miss those sweet days when im wif you ,
why must we quarrel nowadays ,
im sick andand tired of it . .
i knoe i always start the fire ,
but i really didnt mean too . .
i wont make any promises to you ,
i will take back ALL my promises that i made . .
i wont say anythink anymore. .
do wat you wan ,
say wat you like . .
mit whoever you wan or like kays . .

I knoe im useless , cant make you happy ,
i knoe you reqret for havinq me . .
i cant even take care of my boyfiiee . .
i know each day that passes by , i will always hurt you . .

yeay ! (:

2010-10-31T22:29:00.002+08:00

tdi keje , andand im fvckinq tired . .
my leqs are killinq me rite now . . .
but nvm , i was lookinq forward today when i qot home . .
hehe , bloddy excited and anxious . .

papa upqrade my hp to Xperia 8 ! (:
hehe , i qot new touchtouch hp !
yeay ! yeay !
im bloody fvckinq happy today . .
cant wait to learn how to use the phone . .
(:

2nd monthsary !

2010-10-27T11:29:00.003+08:00

The best thinq about ME is YOU .

Sometimes the heart sees , what is invisible to the eye .

Love the way you move , Love the way you huq , Love the way you kiss .

today is Arrza & Bobo 2nd monthsary ! (:
Sayanq , smoqe perhubunqan kite berkekalan kays .
biar kite setia nqan each other . .
biar kasih sayanq kite bertambah hari demi hari kies . .
Sayanq you sanqatsanqat tau hubby !

Pnat . . .

2010-10-21T19:23:00.002+08:00

tdi qy ite dover mcm siak . .
pnat narq mampos ar . .
sampai uma kul 7 . .
stop kat eastpoint beli dua minyak wanqi . .
nie skaranq nqa bbl nqan hubby kat fone . .
haish , mcm wan sleep je sei . .

2010-10-20T18:31:00.002+08:00

bsk kene qy ITE Dover . .
jauh ar , then aleq dari sane plak tu . .
kul 1 kene kat ITE Simei . .
jumpe cikqu dlm kelas , then dari situ kite naek bus . .
end at 4.45 la sei ,
lame pe , qy sane tarq uat aperaper . .
haiyoo . .
pitam ar nie mcm bsk . .

9 more days (:

2010-10-18T19:34:00.002+08:00

9 more days to Arrza&Bobo , Izah&Nyet anni . .
it falls on the same day and date . .
Izah&Nyet is qoin to be four months toqether . .
While Arrza&Bobo is qoin to be two months toqther . .
time qoes that fast adn we dont even notice it . .

have to save my money till tis cominq friday . .
hope i wont spend a sinqle thinqy . .
please please please dont !
have to qet that thinqy asap you know . .

when i woke up , no ones at home . .
everyone went to afqhanistan ,
i never follow , cause sleepinq is important for me . .
haha , dumbdumb rite . .
mummy buy for me new contact lens . .
mummy always understand me better (:
sayanq mummy sanqatsanqat la !

(:

2010-10-17T20:56:00.002+08:00

tdi ptq kul 1 plus hubby dtq uma jumpe mama papa . .
was damn happy to see and mit him . .
spend time wif hubby kat uma and bawa block . .
best la narie , me , rieqa , bobo spend time samesame . .

tdi kul 8 sampai uma lpas anta hubby at church . .
missinq hubby so damn lots now . .
haha , bsk da mule skola !
arrqqqhhh ! ! !

ouh lupe , hubby pass me the indonesian sampoerna without filter . .
ey sedap la siol tu rokoq . . nie ader satu lqk , confirm isap nnt jqk . .
haha , ader baek ar tu baranq (:

the days up !

2010-10-16T22:54:00.003+08:00

bobo da aleq !
YEAY ! YEAY !
happy tersanqatsanqat la sei . .
now nqa bbl nqan hubby bby sayanq . . .
:)

best biler da dqr suare hubby . .
bsk jumpe hubby bby sayanq . .
he fetch me from home . .
:)

tmr is the biq day !

2010-10-15T17:58:00.002+08:00

bsk is the biq day that ive waited for . .
bby aleq bsk ! yeay ! yeay !
atlast the waitinq days are over . .

btw kan Rieqa bwk aleq anaq kucinq . .
fvckinq small and bloody cute . .
we name the little kitty " Sakura No Hana "
meaninq --> cherry blossom (:
comel kan name tu , and the little kitty respond to that name . .

2 days to qo !

2010-10-14T10:14:00.003+08:00

two more days to wait for hubby . .
the day is becominq nearer and nearer . .
atlast nnt ley mit hubby biler dier da aleq . .

narie class start at 8 sampai 5 . .
haha , lmbt tpi kene bertasyan . .
tahan , tahan , nnt mase berlalu dqn cepat nye . .
anta masshy kat B03-08 . .

kat snie pon oranq tarq ramai . .
mcm lenqanq qytu kan . .
senyap , yq ader dqr laqu kuatkuat , uat project yq laen bbl . .
kla , wan to do sometink . .
(:

atlast 3 more days bby !

2010-10-13T15:51:00.002+08:00

3 more days to qo . .
pls time , pass faster please . .
really mish my hubby bby sayanq alots . . .

tdi paqy sblm qy skola , mama qy harbourfront ameq papa . .
papa da aleq dari keje tdi (:
mish papa sanqatsanqat . .

nie da bes class , sbb cikqu realese sianq . .
tdi dlm class mcm siak . .
cikqu suroh tukar time table masinqmasinq .
kul brape narq dtq skola and kul braper narq end skola . .
cikqu kasi Arrza one day off . .
ader juqak budakbudak dlm class dpt one day off . .
i take tuesday as my day off .
if can i dont wan sbb tkot wen hubby da aleq nnt dier keje from mon sampai thurs . .
then tues narq uat ape kan . .

nie skaranq pon kat multimedia . .
maen comp sementara tunqqu Masshy . .
wen im in class just now , izah kol akai hp ibu . .
Arrza anqkat ckp "hello" tpi izah didnt say anytink . .
da jumpe masshy tdi jap isap rokoq ,
kolkol izah nye hp and ibu nye hp anyak kali tpi no one answer . . .

Affie msq masshy , masshy kat ne and blq masshy yq dier kat juronq . .
aiyyoo . . Andee plak dont know dier kat ne . .
narie mcm ari sah suay plak kan . .
bad day and bad timinq . .

oh ya , smlm Arrza tarq ley tdo . .
maen lappy nqok prof hubby kat taqqed and facebook ,
lpas tu shut down lappy . .
tu pon maseh tarq ley tdo , so masok bilik mama . .
bwk bantal qulenq , bantal busyuk and Kazzey masok bilik mama . .
bbl nqan mama jap , then qo toilet isap rokoq .
tu pon biler masok bilik mama aleq cant sleep . .
so i on laqu from my hp la . .
mate maken nqantok tpi mama keep talkinq to me . .
mama tanye rindu&pkirkan bobo ke sampai tarq ley tdo . .
i say la pkir tu pkir jqk , rindu pon rindu jqk . .
mama tepok my butt , and ask me qo sleep . .
dpt jqk tdo nqan mama (:
sayanq mama,papa, bobo sanqatsanqat la wei ! (:

nie aru kul 4.05 . .
masshy end at 5 . .
maen comp sampai masshy end class . .
sblm masshy masok class , kite dua oranq sempat beli makan kat cafe 2 . .
beli chicken wrap , tpi no drinks . .
haha , haus la sei . .
narq beli cafe 2 mcm jauh plak . .
nvm tunqqu masshy end class then we buy water . .
(:

still waitinq and countinq (:
for Masshy and Hubby Bby Sayanq . .

omq ! wtf !

2010-10-12T22:07:00.001+08:00

its damn shockinq ! Omq ! its like wtf kan !

4 more days ! (:

2010-10-12T01:19:00.002+08:00

4 more days bby , then the biq day is up (:
cant fvckinq wait for your return hunney . .
atlast when the biq day is here ,
when i mit you im qonna huq you like never before . .
miss your touch , your kiss , your voice , your huq . .
cravinq for all of that when you return home bby . .

btw tdi 1st lesson kat skola da mendaq tersanqatsanqat . .
skola is like hell for me , lqklqk dlm kelas . .
many thinqs have chanqe ,
example : new teachers , new subjects , new timetable . .
monday is a niqhtmare , coz my kelas end at 6pm !
sape yq ley tahan siak dok kat skola lamelame . .

seriously , im not close with my classmates .
yq ade tarq bbl pon nqan doranq , bkn sombonq ke hape ar ,
just mcm tarq tau narq bbl ape , tanye ape . .
so better just talk to those who i always talk too . .

tdi aleq je uma arnd 5.45 , aleq mamam , mandy . .
then charqe hp and mp4 . .
mase charqe hp tu , sambil dqr laqu Aishiteru . .
sampai tdo , sebab mate btolbtol tarq bley tasyan . .
kul 11.30 tdi tersadar , then talk otp wif Raemy . .
jqn salah fhm eyk smue , Raemy is my adq anqs . .
nie skaranq da kul 1 lebey pon maseh blm tdo . .
why is it so difficult to sleep when tmr is schoolinq and have to wake up early in the morninq . .
its a fvckinq badbad habbit . .

btw qonna upload new pics when im free . .
(:

5 more days !

2010-10-11T00:23:00.001+08:00

5 more days to qo .
cpt la mase berlalu (:

nnt paqy da mule skola . .
hell has started . .

6 more days to qo !

2010-10-10T01:28:00.000+08:00

at last 6 more days to qo !
(:

8 days bby!

2010-10-08T23:15:00.003+08:00

8 days to qo bby !

wait cant wait cant !

yeay! yeay !

timetable mcm siak ar sei . .

monday - 9.30 to 5 . .

tuesday - 9 to 4.30 . .

wednesday - 1 to 5 . .

thursday - 8 to 5 . .

friday - 8 to 12 . .

mcm siak time smue kecuali friday . .

its qonna be hell for me . .

how am i qonna mit hubby bby sayanq nnt klau da skola . .

tarq kan every friday je sei . .

sedey sei idop kene nie mcm . . . !

siak ar !

confirm pnat nye sia nie ,

kes aleq skola teros mandy then tdo . .

less time for hubby bby sayanq ? ? ! !

aaaaarrrrrqqqqqhhhhhh ! ! !

tttiiiidddaaaakkkk ! ! !

kay nvm lupekan sudah . .

tdi jumpe my familia .

mit Masshy dulu , sbb Izah nqan Andee qy macpherson .

they beli rokoq kat sane then mit kat tmpt biase . .

doranq sampai je smue qurauqurau . .

sampai uma tdi kul 10 lebey . .

nie now nqa pnat ,

mcm want sleep je tpi kan . .

terlalu rindu sanqat kat Bobo !

tpi tarq pe , tahan je , lqk 8 ari . .

nie now narq kat kul 12 . .

so means lqk 7 ari lqk !

hehe , tarq sabar untk kepulanqan sayanq !

Untk Yan !

its over between us , so pls jqn uat pranqai mcm nie kays .

you know wat i mean . .

you're the one that wanted it to be tis way .

i cant qive you chance to be my lover , but i can qive you chance to be my friend . .

like how we used to be before we're lovers . .

i reaalyreally sayanq kan Bobo .

he really open my eyes and heart . .

his always there for me , and can Accept the way i am . .

but it seems like you cant do wat he have done for me . .

mama papa da jumpe dier , and restu my hubunqan wif Bobo . .

i hope you can understand . .

i wan us to be friends aites . .

andand im so sowie for everythinq .

mayb we are meant to be friends..

when we're toqether , you're not serious bout it . .

we niid both hand to clap and make a sound . .

Miss Him So Much

2010-10-07T19:22:00.002+08:00

Miss sayanq so badly nowadays . .
Everytime after i woke u i will always think of him . .
Sayanq , 9 days to qo tpi mcm lame qytu nowadays mase berlalu . .
nie pon asyik dok uma je nowadays . .
narq kluar mcm mls tpi mendaq plak kat uma . .
Got my bloody result tdi ptq .
and my GPA is damn piece of shit . .
need to study harder to achieve . .

Cominq monday skola da reopen ,
and everday kene anqn paqy ,
OMG! hell is here aqain !
haiyo , leycey btol ar . .
timetable blm dpt , lembab nye !

9 more days to qo !

2010-10-07T00:50:00.001+08:00

Nine more days to qo , then bby qonna be home !
MISSING HIM DAMN MUCH !
Mish my Cousins , and Familia too . .
narie masshy qo chalet and ajak .
but i dont tink i can make it . .
missinq Masshy , Izahbaby & Andee smue . .

10 more days

2010-10-06T00:30:00.000+08:00

10 more days to qo !
:)
hubby bby sayanq !
cant wait to mit you !

R.I.P

2010-10-05T22:21:00.002+08:00

Just qot to know that Mr Joseph Lim my Secondary School science teahcer passed away . .

Its a shockinq news to know that , coz he tot me and my classmates . . We all are damn nauqhty and sometimes iqnore him coz we dont wan to study and its a borin lesson . . Time pass so fast . .

What to do , God love him more . .

Sir , may you rest in peace . Do forqive ALL the students faults and wronq doinqs towards you .

You'll always remain in our heart and mind . Thanks for teachinq us . .

11 more days to qo .

2010-10-05T00:37:00.002+08:00

11 hari lqk untk bertahan dan menunqqu . .
tdi qadoh jap nqan hubby bby sayanq ,

i didnt mean to chat wif you skejap je sayanq .
qyqy i nqa saket , and kepala berdenyot .
didnt know that when wisdom tooth wanna qrow , it will hurts alot . .
my tooth are killinq me and my head .
qoddam it !

missinq hubby bby sayanq terlalu la sanqat skranq nie . .
11 ari lqkkene tunqqu andd mcm lmbt qytu narie mase berlalu . .

Thank qod everitink settle (:

2010-10-04T20:52:00.002+08:00

went to CPF buildinq wif akaq tdi ptq ,

jumpe ibu and wak kat sane coz kene settle some thinq . .

jejak CPF buildinq the the first thinq i saw isthe cute lil rascal , izzat . .

seriously my lil rascal cousin is damn cute . .

the queue was so damn lonq and its bloody irritatinq . .

but me and akaq lyn lil' rascal , so we wont qet bored . . .

wen the turn is up , went to the front and ask bout the thinqy . .

after settle it , went to kfc coz lil rascal want to eat there . .

after eatinq went to shop and save , then qrandma's place . .

Don msqs me and i dyed my uncle's hair brownish black . .

reached home checked my taqqed and facebook ,

sayanq ask me to online at 10pm or earlier . .

Yan wish me all the best wif Bobo ,

and ask me to last lonq wif hubby bby sayanq ,

im qlad he could really let it qo ,

have to mit him sooner or later coz he have to pass me my specky back . .

Thanks for the understandinq wat's qoin on Yan ,

i really appreicate it alot . .

sowie for wat i did and the hurt that i caused you . .

mayb we are meant to be friends , not more . .

Thanks for all your time and the memories aites . .

hope and pray for you all the best in future . .

smoqe dpt penqqanti yanq lebey penyabar , penyayanq and lebey memahami you kay . .

Amin ! (:

missinq hubby bby sayanq so damn lots . .

next weekend then he'll return . .
waitinq and waitinq for the biq day to come ! (:

12 more day ! (:

2010-10-04T00:38:00.001+08:00

12 more day to qo ! (:

im so damn happy la sei . .

atlast time pass fast . .

but pls pass faster (:

need my hubby bby sayanq asap (:

cant wait for hubby bby sayanq return (:

14 more days ♥♥

2010-10-02T13:55:00.002+08:00

14 more days to wait (:

mish hubby bby sayanq soo badly now . .

cant wait for hubby bby sayanq return . .

yesterday arnd 6 went out to tamp one ,

bouqht my Lace Bow Court Heel at new look . .

atlast i qot it and i own it (:

arnd 7 plus went to pasir ris wif cousins ,

took our dinner at the Manhattan Fish market .

its expensive and quite delicious la . .

but not to our standard . .

after dinner went back to tamp to watch movie . .

reached home arnd 2 plus , was so damn tired . .

but i enjoyed my day alot yesterday (:

Ladies Niqht (:

2010-10-01T00:32:00.002+08:00

15 more days to qo and wait for hubby bby sayanq to come back . . .
Izah & Masshy is at my crib now , slack and sleep here . .
today is a ladies niqht for us . . .
spend time with my sayanqs kat snie . . .
nie pon bloqqy skejap je . . .

Smlm petanq qo tamp one nqan mirull . .
beli lqk satu care bear and i named it Kazziy . .
atlast Kazzey ader teman Kazziy . .
hehe , doranq swit and cute la sei (:

waitinq & waitinq & waitinq

2010-09-29T22:35:00.002+08:00

tdi paqy kul 7 lebey qy uma izah ,
tot she da siap but then dier aru abes mandy . .
lpas dier siapsiap smue , kite dua qy beli sarapan sbb lapar qyler . .
naek train qy cantonment , then jumpe IO . .
qy saner stakat untk kepastian jer .
they ask the same questions over and over aqain . .

da kluar cantonment , kite naek bus 2 aleq bedok ,
then tukar bus kat sane ,
we took 28 and stopped kat 285 nyee bustop . .

IzahBaby kene stronq tau tempohi smue nye kies . .
jqn sadsad atau pkiran sanqat bout wat happen between you and Nyet . .
jus remember that NyetStaro will always love you no matter what . .
memanq perqadohan dan cemburu tu da jdi adat percinta dan sayanq menyayanq . .
its to prove how much that person really care and love you . .
I know you are stronq to qo thru all this babe ,
inqat Arrza , Masshy , Andee are here for you . .

Arrza rindu Bobo tersanqatsanqat . .
17 ari lqk untk menanti kepulanqan hubby bby sayanq . . .

bsk Arrza kene teman mama qy doc kat bedok north . .
kul 10 kene anqn siapsiap . .

sucks . . .

2010-09-28T23:04:00.002+08:00

bsk kene sampai cantomen kul 10 paqy . .
ya allah kene anqon awalawal bute . . . .
bsk kene qy nqan izah sbb dier pon kene jumpe IO kat sane . . .
leyceh sanqatsanqat la kann . . .

riiiiiiiinnnnnnnnnnnndddddddddddduuuuuuuuuuuu la kat Hubby bby ku . . .
isssshhhkkkk , seebbbbaaakkk nye dlm ati nie menanqqunq rindu . . .

i've told mama i wan buy that 39.90 nye kasot kat new look and teman untk Kazzey . .
mama say okay tunqqu papa dpt qaji . . .
ape lqk mcm biase ar SHOPPING ! ! !
tu pon lpas smue nye kat cantomen da selesai . . .

19 more days to qo..

2010-09-27T22:45:00.003+08:00

smlm tdo uma akaq lpas ameq akaq dari keje . . .
smlm nqok V3 kat itouch mirull , and then nqok korea nqan akaq . .
we selpt at 4+ qoin 5 sbb tarq ley tdo . . .

sembilan belas hari laqik untk bertahan . . .
Hubby Bby Sayanq , aper la you nqa uat skaranq . .
tdi tqh hari Yandeq kol me , but i reject the kol . .
i qot notink to do wif him anymore . .
he always hurt me , and i had enouqh of it kays . .

Narie tdo nqan Kazzey lqk . .
semakin nqok Kazzey and pelok cium Kazzey ,
semakin rindu plak kat hubby bby sayanq . . .
da tarq tau narq uat ape in this 19 days . . .
otaq toltol da rusot ar . .

20 days countdown :(

2010-09-26T12:31:00.003+08:00

20 days countdown da start . . .
hubby bby sayanq da beranqkat ke Surabaya . .
rindu da mule membara dlm ati . .

Smlm tdo nqan Kazzey kat sbelah . . .
Klau la Kazzey ley bbl kan best . .
ader jqk tempat untk menqadu kaseh sayanq yq terpendam . .

mcm maner pon harap hubby bby sayanq slamat peqy slamat pulanq . .
mcm maner la narq tanqqunq rindu yq tersirat kat dlm ati nie . .
Sayanq dier tersanqat la dalam . .

his qone for 20 days

2010-09-26T04:06:00.008+08:00

hubby bby sayanq is qoin to surabaya nnt kul 10..his qoin to leave me for 20 days..lame but i have and nid to wait for my hubby bby sayanq...smlm hubby bby sayanq dtq uma meet mama and papa..alhamdulillah smue nye jalan nqan lancar..spend time wif hubby bby sayanq from 1 plus sampai kul 8 plus..hubby bby sayanq pass Kazzey to me coz i wan jaqe...

qonna miss hubby bby sayanq so damn lots ..20 ari lame la seei for me..tpi tarq pe, sbb hubby bby sayanq nye pasal i sanqqop tunqqu..nid to plan wat im qoin to do for the 20 days wen his qone..

Hubby Bby Sayanq , i doakan smoqe you slamat perqy slamat aleq kays . .

I'll be waitinq sincerely wif my heart for your return . . .

Me and Family will miss you lots !

Btw bsk da 1st month anni kite , and we cant celeb it . .

so i wish kat snie kays hubby bby sayanq . .

Happy 1st month anni hubby bby sayanq kush . .

smoqe kite berkekalan dan tarq jemu kays . .

i mintaq maaf klau i slalu majok , cemburu bute , terslap hubby bby sayanq nye face , pranqai sial , always start the fire ,

terkasar bahase dan maki hamon sayanq . .

Your my sayanq , my hubby , my bby , my ddy , my papa , my darlinq , my everitink (:

Your my briqhtest ✯ that shines me briqhtly :)

Arrza Sayanq Bobo SanqatSanqat ! !

Yps Step qereq!

2010-09-25T13:49:00.002+08:00

Smlm ajiduck dtq uma nqan kwnkwn dier..
teserempak nqan dier kat bawa block lpas qy kdai nqan masshya and andee..
si ajiduck blq kwnkwn dier suroh qerak..
wen i qot in the lift nqan masshy and andee ,
si sial tu suroh naekk dulu..ime doranq
so kite smue naek isap rokoq kat tanqqa...
den palabuto pon naek and masok uma...

time doranq narq masok , satusatu salam cium my hand..
i was fvckinq shock and lauqhed...
kekek la siol biler part doranq salam...
masshy and andee menyakat doranq...
the younqest was P6!
and yq tua skali is 19 years old..
kiwak smue adqadq baru naek..
senanq kata satu pmpn sec 2 nie tqk masshy,and me macam narq makan..
tarq qune..
tarq cukop tue untk aku cariq qadoh ar sial!
haha...

the best part is wen im quarellinq wif ajiduck, kwn dier lelaki narq salam..
so i just tepok his hand dqn kuat ..
haha,..
member tercuak la siol...
tarq bley tahan...

ArrzaManjeLittleRascal ♥♥ Bobo Sapalak

2010-09-24T00:53:00.003+08:00

Im soo in love with my one&only hubby bby sayanq . .
He qive me a new life that is meaninqful . .
he take qood care of me like no one does . .
Arrza sayanq Bobo la sei (:
27092010 is a memorial day for me and him . .

hubby bby sayanq , thank qod i met you . .
You open up my eyes and heart . .
You tauqht me alot of thinqs dat i didnt know . .
You were always there for me wen i need you . .
You are my addictive druqs . .
If lovinq you is a crime , i would rather be a prisoner inside your heart ! (:

Arrza, Little Rascal.

:)

Satisfied

yeay !

Tired but worth it

Chanqe my room style

Sick and Tired

Pathetic Freak

I Need My Papa

❤ 1year5months ❤

Disaster is here .

celeb our 10mothsary (:

Cherishinq The Moments With ♥ ♥ ArrzaBobo ♥ ♥

Enjoyinq Each Andand Every Moment Of My Time

Vivo with Kim Rieqa , Wan Jepon , Bobo Sasau ! (:

Arrza want eyeshadow pallets of all colors andand pweety lipsticksplease !

Fast and Furious 5

Mess Up

Love Pa Lotsy (:

7th monthsary with Papa (:

pa . . pa . .

Such a freak bitch !

Arrza Sweet 19th (:

Marina Square (:

Drink Till Drunk

not qonna sleep

FML !

♥Five♥Monthsary♥

Arrza let the pictures do the talkinq aites (:

♥ Our Sweet ♥♥ Love ♥♥♥ Story ♥♥ That Never Ends ♥

Friends ! (:

♥♥ Muhammad Fursyam Bin Zul ♥♥

Lost one.

♥♥

mishinq hubby

* sobsobsob *

Bondinq

KenanqanKu

Let me be alone .

Home Sweet Home .

♥ Arrza ♥♥ Bobo ♥

Three And A Half Day More To Go .

You See Riqht Thru Me .

cousins day out .

Her & Him

Out with bbys .

♥♥ Aqain AndAnd Aqain ♥♥

Family .

For Hubby .

(:

*SobSobSob*

Happy For HER ! (:

^_^

Rinnnnndddddddduuuuuuuuuuuuu ^.^

Tirinq Days . -_-

Papa & Mama !

FunFunFun . MishMishMish .

alot of thinqs in my mind .

miss those days

yeay ! (:

2nd monthsary !

Pnat . . .

9 more days (:

(:

the days up !

tmr is the biq day !

2 days to qo !

atlast 3 more days bby !

omq ! wtf !

4 more days ! (:

5 more days !

6 more days to qo !

8 days bby!

Miss Him So Much

9 more days to qo !

10 more days

R.I.P

11 more days to qo .

Thank qod everitink settle (:

12 more day ! (:

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